For my lost friend and love

I wrote this one about Sean... he was(and still is in some ways) such a huge part of me... when he died i lost a part of myself... this year has been really hard without him... i accomplished so many things that he never got to do and it kills me... there isn't a day that goes by that i don't miss him and wish that he were here with me... so this like many other things i've written over the years is for him...


Even though you aren’t here
I can feel you
You’ve never left my side
And some days when life gets hard
I feel you holding me and know that you care
My only wish would be to see
You perfect face one last time
Because I never got to say goodbye

To say I miss you isn’t enough
To say I love you doesn’t describe the way I feel
It’s so much stronger
I need you more than anything
And would give it all to see you again

I never wanted it to end like this way
Filled with anger and tears
I would take it all back
And tell you the truth if I could
I wouldn’t have let you walk out the door
Had I only known our fate

To say I miss you isn’t enough
To say I love you doesn’t describe the way I feel
It’s so much stronger
I need you more than anything
And would give it all to see you again

Someday I will see again
And say the things that I’m dying to say
But until then I will keep wishing that you here
And holding on to the memories that we made